return my heart......

When i listen to love
i shed a tear or two.
You are not there yet i see you.
Winds whisper i love you
They bring a promise...
Promises that u never gave!

Wondering i lie
wonder if winds are late
Cause they do not know
I gave whole of my heart to you
And you forgot to retrun even a bit

Oh! winds..promise i can give
but you ask for heart.
from where do i get it back..
My heart so unassuming was it..
eager to trust,eager to love
How do i turn back time
and undo all hurt and memories

O winds..
Yes..you are blowing late
I am already buried in my ashes.

anonymous

Night will never stay,
The night will still go by,
Though with a million stars you pin it to the sky,
Though you bind it with the blowing wind
And buckle it with the moon.
The night will still slip away like a sorrow or a tune.

adhura naam...

कुछ अक्षर तेरे नाम के ,
और उनसे जुडे दिल के पैगाम,
सब मैं बहा आई थी दरिया में,
साथ मेरे आया तेरा अधूरा नाम,
और वो अक्षर ..........
लहरों ने किनारे की रेत से मिला दिए,
वो गीली रेत अब भी चिपकी है मेरे पैरों पे,
बेडी से वो अक्षर मुझे फिर बांधे खड़े हैं1

आह्सिता!आहिस्ता!

बीतेगी रात फिर आएगा नया दिन-आहिस्ता,आहिस्ता.
आज हैं हम फिर छूट जायेगा यह साथ-आह्सिता,आह्सिता.
याद रहेगी कुछ देर मेरी फिर यह अहसास भी मिट जायेगा-आह्सिता!आहिस्ता!

solar eclipse-spirituality and god men

As per veda(rig) and upanishada(ganesh) its the time when all the planetary energies come together due to crossing of paths or close vicinity..thus diff mantras and meditations r proposed to harness this energy affluence for spiritual energy.This is why mantras and holy rivers are emphasised and closing of temples(except those of shiv) coz generally one diety signify one energy.Unfortunately GODMEN have been making loads of money by scaring us and twsiting the whole reason for their benefit.

I have been in love before!
My heart was bruised even before that.
I have done much till date
All my fights, i fought alone
Now in corner of my heart i see me tired
The hues of yesterday blind me
No shine to tell me if i won or lost
I don’t want to win
I don’t want to loose
As i don’t want the other to win or loose
Yet i find am not just
It pains and my soul cries.
The ever-elusive love further eludes me.
I desire the other to tell me i have been right
The other to take me in arms and comfort the swollen eyes
But in this mirage land,I am lost san companion
The distant dream of soft tomorrow seems a dream
So decides my heart …..
Never to hurt other
Never to touch hearts with my bruised rugged hands
Never to fall in love again!
(20/1/05)
so decides my heart that even if it hurts much love is the only thing that can fill the emptiness even by giving.May love be there in my life always.........
(9/07/09)

real feel good story!

i m writing a real feel good note.I am not good in writing (so might be borin) but wanted to share wid all cause dis has given me a lot of happiness and a reason to smile daily.I hope it gives a smile to u too. If u have grown full belief that there is no community feeling in urban areas..v r 'don't care' types..nuthing moves us...its a selfish world...then please read on......................... My ofc is walkin distance frm my home and more then a year back, a set route became an integral part of my daily life. Like de growing familiarity wid route,homes,sum ppl,i also grew familiarity with a dog(lemme call it brownie). A special one, healthy, good brown fur and a kind face.Generally found outside a taylor shop and i guess sort of adopted by that shop keeper or just a resting place. U must be thinkin so what!!! wait...de story begins with Brownie falling sick...slowly i started noticing that he was not wagging his tale...he was getting leaner..no mobility...and loosing his fur. Worse time was winters when he had not a single fur on his body and he was full of wounds...it was as if he was slowly approaching death. I started hoping that may be he should die early so that he does not have to suffer much.But then i thought let me get him to de animal care centre. For this i spoke to de cobbler who sits there, and asked him if he would show Brownie to de van ppl who would take him for cure. And honestly i was too hesitant cause my last experience of getting one sick dog to animal care centre became too embarrassing when a group of young boys standin by dhobi started laughing and commenting on me. But all my hesitation changed to a great thrill.....when cobbler told me that they have all gathered togather to take care of Brownie and i can also contribute.One of the passer-by knows a vet and we are getting medicines for him. So many ppl not connected but so much one.And now, you can see Brownie coming back to life....its a miracle..not only he is now walking ..wagging his tale like before ..and even his fur is growing back. soooo..i hope this made you feel good....and given you one example aginst all de proof of rising indiviuality and selfish attitude.

meri khwaish..

मैने रोज रात की गुल्लक्क में सपनों की चिल्लड़ डाली है.

मुझे मेरे सिरहाने से रिश्ते की ख्वाइश है.

if i were to paint my poetry today.
what would i paint?
on an empty canvass of emotions!
i would paint words and i would paint faces.
May be a fallicious rhyme to serve the rhythm of my rowing.

A day wake me up to clean,fresh and fragrant air with washed greens and wet sand.Was i only imagining. .RAIN!!!