song of boredom....

Ladies and Gentlemen...here is the song of boredom!!





this month is goin to witness
death out of boredom.......

behind the cool composed me
AAAAAAEEEEEE screams my heart.

where is the panacea to my soul...
Meditation!!!helps me meditate more on wordless days



worked on whole house with fevicol and M-seal..
Ok! but how do i mend time!!

had retail therapy..fanciest pair of sandals..
where do i wear them!!!

read the novel of most articulate author..
Ok!world needs a rescue,i need urgently!!

cooking is indulgence..made new recipes..
Ok!why are these days cooking me!!!

creativity fills the heart and so does my finesse in art..
Ok!what empty vessel is my heart still!!!

nature walk is akin to meditation
Ok!technological modes networking,voice chatting all exhausted

NOW WHAT!!
nothing works
nothing really happens

AAAAAAEEEEEE screams my heart...
what is this cloud on my mind...
sunshine please shine
want to fall now...
want to run away...
want to talk...
want to break free....
want to dance till music dies...
want a touch..
want humans not space..

AAAAAAAAEEEEEEE screams my heart....
how do i fast forward time

there is freedom in loving you....

i sense freedom in loving you,
bondage in not being to express.
i find shade in clouds of my skies,
like dark tints in your eyes.
i feel joy in finding you,
fear in thought of loosing you.
i could collect myself once,
scattering again is risk.
i just sit and watch the sparkling stream,
flood can release me from bondage.

meri khwaish

मैने रोज रात की गुल्लक्क में सपनों की चिल्लड़ डाली है.
मुझे एक सिरहाने से रिश्ते की ख्वाइश है.

एक दिन चाहिये गुलमोहर सा,

जो ख़तम होता हो रात की रानी में.

एक रिश्ता चाहिए भरोसे जैसा.

बात होती हो रोज जिसमें सबकी,
कुछ तेरी-कुछ मेरी दुनिया की,

सभी खुशियों की और सभी ग़मों की,
कुछ तेरी-कुछ मेरी दुनिया के,

ढूंढ होती हो जिसमें आँखों में ,
सिर्फ एहसास समझने के लिए,
कोई उत्तर ढूँढने के लिये नहीं,

भरोसा हो एक-दुसरे के दिल पर,
सब पल का एक पल और प्यार पर.